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[anbu]

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un: "uchiha, itachi" hungryeyes

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[ there are a few words that will always land well on Guanshan; survival is at the top of the list. he might be the boy who's holding too much hope in his chest, but be damned if he lets it go out even when he wants to the most. ]

is it still, then ?
justifiable

those things i did then are the same things i do now
the same things that get me anonymous 9mm gifts
should i have grown outta this by now
filed off the fangs n became useful to society ?

[ Itachi won't withhold his opinion. ]

[anbu]

[Justifiable, then. Now? It isn't a question he has the standing to answer.]

It's possible that you will never be able to change. Regardless of your own will, your experiences have shaped you irrevocably. There is always a point in our lives where we are unable to turn back.

... I'd like to ask another question, but that would not be fair to our agreement.

[pushpin]

ill put it on ur tab

[anbu]

I think indebting myself with you is probably unwise.

[pushpin]

ill ask u one now then
why dont u underestimate me
is it that u think im a threat or that i couldnt be one at all

[anbu]

I prefer not to underestimate anyone. I wouldn’t say you are a threat in the traditional sense, no.

The extent of your personality is still unknown to me. And my behavior has the potential to be somewhat impulsive around you. Additionally, Synchrony has been...

[Overwhelming.]

Different than I am used to.

[pushpin]

hey i like impulsive

[ yeah that's the part he zeroed in on. ]

[anbu]

[UGH]

I don’t.

[pushpin]

might learn to

i get it now though
u accept im a fixed point
thanks
its more respect than most people give me

[anbu]

Impulsivity often leads to mistakes.

People are more comfortable making assumptions about the world, and those within it. It can be easier that way. We dislike what is different from us or not well understood.

You're welcome.

[pushpin]

everythin leads to mistakes, " impulsivity " just leads to the fun ones
n the " do or die " ones
whats there to worry about lol

[anbu]

Your interpretation of “fun” is not the same as my own. So it makes sense we would differ on this.

[We’ve already established you’re an adrenaline junkie.]

[pushpin]

[ ...guilty... ]

u even got one of those ?
is it like
" silent meditation in the rain w/ wooden flutes playing gently on the breeze " ?

[anbu]

I... enjoy some activities.

[pushpin]

god thats so boring, ur lucky u have that face

[anbu]

That “face”?

[pushpin]

dont play coy its so annoying

[anbu]

Do you mean because you find me physically attractive?

[pushpin]

im not talkin about individual attraction
more like what makes u attractive & acceptable to society as a whole
thats a different ball game

[anbu]

I’m afraid you will need to be more specific. I don’t understand.

[what is conventional society]

[pushpin]

seriously
its like
if u showed 10 people ur photo n asked em " is this guy attractive "
8 of em would say yea & 2 of em would be lyin
so people treat u different ( better ) cuz u have somethin they want

[anbu]

... I see. I'm unused to being identified in that way. It was much less relevant in my own world.

Do you treat me differently than you would if I had another face?

[pushpin]

acourse, im not a hypocrite
but ultimately it dont change much

[anbu]

Why not?

[pushpin]

u think i only talk to u cuz i wanna fuck u ?