anbu: (looked in my heart)
itachi "manipulate mansplain malewife" uchiha ([personal profile] anbu) wrote2021-03-04 03:34 pm
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-02 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't know what it is the stranger has done, but the crushing weight of pressure he feels against the backs of his eyes tells him it's powerful. Except Emil can't begin to speculate on what it is — a weapon, an attack, some kind of magic, a shield? — with fear crumpling him into himself like he's made of so much paper. There is no debris, no dust, just the strong scent of ozone and a perfectly smooth hole where the balcony and its windowed doors had been, substance deleted by the onslaught.

Emil is light and pliant, paralyzed by fright and trembling, a matter that grows more pronounced into a shudder at the soothing. Too quickly, that contradictory gentleness becomes a tight fist around the roots of his hair, yanking a whimper out of his lungs more from terror than pain. With no barrier against the elements, the room grows cold; he feels the night lick at his injured throat and stays almost breathlessly silent. Listening.

To the silence outside, to the steady threads of formed bonds inside, stretching out in varying directions, as delicate and still as a spider's web.

If Saint or Osiris had noticed anything amiss, he has no doubt they would already be here, but there's.... nothing. There's nothing. Knowing that there was doubtlessly a good reason isn't quite the same with a heart gripped by terror; bereft, Emil's eyes well, and in the moment before he answers in a tremulous voice thick with emotion, they spill as he closes them. ]


No. Nobody's coming.

[ He's alone.

He realizes he's done this to himself — he sent away everyone, hoping to protect them from dangers lurking outside. He thought he could protect them. Maybe he still can. Maybe, like with a thief, if he simply gives him what he wants, he'll go away and leave his friends alone. It might be too trusting and naïve, but the word he used — need — keeps haunting Emil. Like he isn't doing this out of cruelty, and Emil doesn't believe he deserves to die. As a weapon, his options are limited.

Quailing, he turns his watering eyes to the side. ]


You said you needed something. If I, if I let you, will you leave without hurting anybody else?
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-05 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ None would be faulted for calling Emil a sentimental fool; for what reason should he trust a stranger who stole into his home, who attacked without warning, who for whatever reason needs to drink another living being's blood to satisfy some animal need, who possesses a power that Emil has come to identify as paracausal and could go back on his word once his appetite is sated?

On the edge of his property, an Exo and his beloved are dealing with whatever situation has driven them to request to stay here, whether they're still there or have gone somewhere else, he doesn't know. It's only the very suggestion that they might come to harm when he might have still bartered for their safety that motivates Emil, that and a reluctance to unleash hiw power even on someone who could meet him on level ground.

But that quiet yes appears to be enough. In a show of trust to the debatably deserving, Emil gracelessly staggers into sitting, less by his own power than it is by another's, clumsy for the lopsided view of the world with his head so wrenched to the side.

The stranger observes his manners in a way that makes a terrified part of his brain bark mental laughter in response, incredulously; Emil feels breath on his sore neck and squeezes shut his eyes, the flinching blink painting a wet stripe across the bridge of his nose, down sideways along his cheekbone and into the hollow of his ear, first hot and then rapidly cold. Even if he blindly hopes in the reassurance that this man isn't here to kill him, Emil whimpers at the pinch of teeth.

In the moments that follow, the color drains out of everything, washed cool by the light of the moon slanting into the hole where his balcony had been. His skin pricks up into goosebumps but not solely because of the chill wind, physically reminded of the time when his body started to cover over in hard purple crystal. None of that stiffness, that cold, painful paralysis comes, but he feels depleted, the sapphire inside his breastbone growing duller by the moment.

It's this unmoored feeling, like he's in danger of spiraling out into nothing that makes him reach up so abruptly into the dark silk of Itachi's hair, gathering his fist without attempting to push or pull. If he even has the opportunity to look back, Emil may or may not recognize the problem in surrendering without a fight, he might wonder why, if all he needed was manna, he couldn't just ask for Synchrony.

For now it doesn't seem as important as keeping himself from shaking apart. ]