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itachi "manipulate mansplain malewife" uchiha ([personal profile] anbu) wrote2021-03-04 03:34 pm
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-10-18 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's been strange lately.

A sense of unease permeates the last few days, most of it awash in a foggy, vague desperation. Emil thinks he dreamt that Stiles had paid him a visit? The day after he felt.... not right. Not himself. But some of his friends needed his help (or specifically needed access to the nearby forest and its rumored effects on Synchrony within) and he was more than happy to answer that request; the hulking Exo named Saint-14 and his wizened warlock partner Osiris wanted to stay on the grounds, and Emil accommodated their request by setting up a canvas tent for them just inside the forest.

Decorations of carved gourds and pumpkins flank the door and even part of Emil's balcony, though these ones in particular more closely resemble jack o'lanterns, but painted in stripes and swirls of purple, green, and marigold. There are also three unique candles there, though they are unlit by the time Itachi reaches the balcony. Their purpose doesn't align with the usual traditions of the season, but seem to be a memorial of sorts.

That hardly matters in the face of the hunger that has brought him here.

His butler and maid are only expected to work during daylight hours and have since returned to the nearby town; this was decided out of a mutual wariness of the rumors of late, fretful memories of the Siren's lethal call still fresh in many Primaveran minds. The days are shorter, and Emil insists on cooking dinner for himself and his guests, so he had deposited a picnic basket to the tent, spent some time in their company, and returned to the manor feeling much more like his usual self.

Their friendly Synchrony had indeed been boosted incredibly by the storied effects of the forest, and now that his hunger for Manna has been satisfied, he realizes the cause of his malaise even if Emil can't recall why he ran so low in the first place. As he's feeling better now, it hardly seems important enough to puzzle over it when there's so much else that still needs to be done.

As he passes through the manor, he extinguishes the lights, at last arriving at his room. The hour and solitude of the house makes the silence loud and any noise louder for breaking it, so his movements are gentle, hanging a light coat in his wardrobe and shucking off his boots. When his silhouette passes the small part in the heavy drapes over the windowed balcony door, his profile is tipped down to an open book in his hands, still dressed in dark pants, a matching waistcoat with bright brass buttons, and a high-collared dress shirt with sleeves puffed at the shoulders.

He scoots his chair closer to a writing desk, his hand keeping his place in his reading open as he extracts a notebook from inside a drawer to his right. The paper is due soon--

Emil startles a little as he sees his notebook already has his essay written out entirely, his own handwriting unmistakable. Flipping back and forth between these pages, he speaks his thoughts aloud: ]


Wha-? When did I... finish this?

[ It isn't like his shaky memory is new, but it rarely results in an immediate benefit, and what he reads seems familiar. Well.... all's well that ends well? Thanks, Past Emil, for really doing him a solid. With a wondering shake of his head, he shuts his book, sliding it over the cover of his notebook. ]
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-10-26 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's almost always unpleasantness around the question of when did I do this? or any variation that draws Emil's attention to a blank space in his memory. Sometimes the increased scrutiny brings the memory shrieking back like an abrupt burst of static, sometimes it creeps up on him, whispering fragments back into his thoughts. Sometimes the exercise is utterly unproductive, leaving him with questions and a headache. Wrapped up in his own questions, Emil smells the hint of autumn frost, a smudge of smoke from a far-off bonfire, in the brisk disturbance in an otherwise still room, but the warning implied doesn't reach him until a mere second before Itachi acts.

Emil drops his notebook onto his desk, his spine going straight as alarm suddenly draws him taut. That window is supposed to be shut. He might have time later to wonder why Stiles is so ready a name on his tongue, but not now, not when the fist in his hair makes him yelp, or the back of his chair raises a red welt along his back when he's dragged from the toppling furniture. When his landing on the plush carpet knocks his cry into a breathless hiccup, a thought - how lucky - is a single calm thought in the blaring alarums of his startled brain.

Residing inside this slight frame is an awful power, a force that has wiped entire towns off the face of the planet, cliffsides swept clean of all sign that anyone once lived there. The Ultimate Weapon could render this whole manor and the surrounding grounds into a fond memory, leaving behind little more than a perfectly concave hole in the earth.

Emil instead flinches his hands up defensively; catching a glimpse of his intruder through the spread of his slender fingers, he sees a beautiful, pale face that seems to float in the curtain of hair as deeply black as his clothes. His stare is a red and sundered sunset split in twain. The shock of those eyes makes Emil jolt at something old, something long forgotten.

Red eyes.
Red eyes.

This terror is old, over a thousand years lie between the horror that left an army of stone and the torn limbs of Red Eye littering the ground. Had he landed any closer to his bed, he might have tried to kick the wooden chest seated before it at his attacker's legs. Emil turns, trying to claw himself upright as if he means to fling himself through the open windows leading to his balcony. ]
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-02 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Emil puts up his hands when his plan is so easily averted, his palms flattening out over the lean, larger frame that towers over his supine form, trying to push him back and away. Someone stronger could have done something more than kick against the carpet and shove ineffectually at his attacker. Someone with more conviction could have willingly brought to bear the power that hums inside him.

Someone harder of heart could pull on the power of the red dragon that fell from a sundered sky. Emil yelps pitifully, putting the length of his forearm across his attacker's chest as he bends, as he feels the humidity of breath as a mouth opens wide, as he feels something sharp pinch hard until his skin breaks, until his flesh cries out against the intrusion and liquid heat wells up around it.

A rabbit on the track sprints itself in frantic circles, so too, Emil thinks in his panic:










-and the circle of lilac iris in each wide eye begins to fill with light. ]
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-02 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ It isn't chakra, it's not lifeforce exactly, but it is manna and intent given form that snarls like gathering lightning just before it barks across heaven. The air around the boy grows thick with power.

Then the balcony is blown out by a howl of violent, violet light, arcing into the night like a skylight, leaving nothing in its wake, no balcony, no glass and wood doors, no memorial candles, no clouds in a collapsing, briefly-perfect hole in the canopy of condensation above.

He sobs aloud in the awful, silent wake of it, like he's less concerned now about the teeth in his neck than the near miss of such destruction. ]
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-02 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't know what it is the stranger has done, but the crushing weight of pressure he feels against the backs of his eyes tells him it's powerful. Except Emil can't begin to speculate on what it is — a weapon, an attack, some kind of magic, a shield? — with fear crumpling him into himself like he's made of so much paper. There is no debris, no dust, just the strong scent of ozone and a perfectly smooth hole where the balcony and its windowed doors had been, substance deleted by the onslaught.

Emil is light and pliant, paralyzed by fright and trembling, a matter that grows more pronounced into a shudder at the soothing. Too quickly, that contradictory gentleness becomes a tight fist around the roots of his hair, yanking a whimper out of his lungs more from terror than pain. With no barrier against the elements, the room grows cold; he feels the night lick at his injured throat and stays almost breathlessly silent. Listening.

To the silence outside, to the steady threads of formed bonds inside, stretching out in varying directions, as delicate and still as a spider's web.

If Saint or Osiris had noticed anything amiss, he has no doubt they would already be here, but there's.... nothing. There's nothing. Knowing that there was doubtlessly a good reason isn't quite the same with a heart gripped by terror; bereft, Emil's eyes well, and in the moment before he answers in a tremulous voice thick with emotion, they spill as he closes them. ]


No. Nobody's coming.

[ He's alone.

He realizes he's done this to himself — he sent away everyone, hoping to protect them from dangers lurking outside. He thought he could protect them. Maybe he still can. Maybe, like with a thief, if he simply gives him what he wants, he'll go away and leave his friends alone. It might be too trusting and naïve, but the word he used — need — keeps haunting Emil. Like he isn't doing this out of cruelty, and Emil doesn't believe he deserves to die. As a weapon, his options are limited.

Quailing, he turns his watering eyes to the side. ]


You said you needed something. If I, if I let you, will you leave without hurting anybody else?
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[personal profile] inlutilis 2021-11-05 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ None would be faulted for calling Emil a sentimental fool; for what reason should he trust a stranger who stole into his home, who attacked without warning, who for whatever reason needs to drink another living being's blood to satisfy some animal need, who possesses a power that Emil has come to identify as paracausal and could go back on his word once his appetite is sated?

On the edge of his property, an Exo and his beloved are dealing with whatever situation has driven them to request to stay here, whether they're still there or have gone somewhere else, he doesn't know. It's only the very suggestion that they might come to harm when he might have still bartered for their safety that motivates Emil, that and a reluctance to unleash hiw power even on someone who could meet him on level ground.

But that quiet yes appears to be enough. In a show of trust to the debatably deserving, Emil gracelessly staggers into sitting, less by his own power than it is by another's, clumsy for the lopsided view of the world with his head so wrenched to the side.

The stranger observes his manners in a way that makes a terrified part of his brain bark mental laughter in response, incredulously; Emil feels breath on his sore neck and squeezes shut his eyes, the flinching blink painting a wet stripe across the bridge of his nose, down sideways along his cheekbone and into the hollow of his ear, first hot and then rapidly cold. Even if he blindly hopes in the reassurance that this man isn't here to kill him, Emil whimpers at the pinch of teeth.

In the moments that follow, the color drains out of everything, washed cool by the light of the moon slanting into the hole where his balcony had been. His skin pricks up into goosebumps but not solely because of the chill wind, physically reminded of the time when his body started to cover over in hard purple crystal. None of that stiffness, that cold, painful paralysis comes, but he feels depleted, the sapphire inside his breastbone growing duller by the moment.

It's this unmoored feeling, like he's in danger of spiraling out into nothing that makes him reach up so abruptly into the dark silk of Itachi's hair, gathering his fist without attempting to push or pull. If he even has the opportunity to look back, Emil may or may not recognize the problem in surrendering without a fight, he might wonder why, if all he needed was manna, he couldn't just ask for Synchrony.

For now it doesn't seem as important as keeping himself from shaking apart. ]